The Casper Fight Scene – S/T | Album Review
/PNWK Records
One of the hardest parts of being alive is that one day, you sit down, and everything you have ever lived through punches you in the face. Suddenly, you’re forced to reckon with every sin you’ve indulged in, every person that has hurt you, and every mistake that you’ve ever made. In their self-titled debut, Marquette-based emo punks, The Casper Fight Scene face these missteps, losses, and spoiled relationships with a loud, guitar-laden sound across ten tracks.
The album consistently delivers engaging and intricate guitarwork from Kenny Quick, who utilizes a tone that sounds as though it is spinning in a circle around your head. The band uses this guitar-forward approach to wade listeners into the depths of this release, starting with the one-two punch of “Summer’s End Smoke Out” and “Young Neil, He Lives Here.” This prickly guitar tapping blends well with the rhythm work from bassist Peter Hart and drummer Michael McGaffigan. Over each song, vocalist Jason Swallow switches things up, at times deploying a loud, emotional wail where you almost hear his vocal cords vibrating. Other times, he uses a more toned-down mumble that allows him to do some good old-fashioned singing.
While this album may be a bit of an instrumental showcase, the place it shines the brightest is in Swallow’s lyrics. In songs like “Young Neil, He Lives Here,” he presents the concept of a bad day becoming a bad week and does so through the presentation of his room falling further and further into disrepair. It creates a space that anybody who has struggled with mental health can understand, as hygiene and room care are the first things to go when mental illness rears its head. A similar theme appears in the penultimate track, “Rookie Card,” in which lyrics about doing laundry and then never folding it hit far too close to home for me as someone who has a pile of clothes sitting on my bed right now. We all have the tendency to say that we are okay while ignoring the obvious issues in our lives, such as not eating or never following up on our promises.
There is also a common refrain that appears in the album as both “Interlude” and “Motorcycle” feature the repetition of “What a shame, what a shame, what a goddamn shame” in their closing moments. “Motorcycle” is a powerful track about facing your own self-hatred and realizing that we all fall victim to our own self-destructive behavior if we’re not careful.
One of the songs that hit me the hardest when listening through was “Callous.” I am someone who has struggled a lot with addiction and self-loathing, and hearing this track brings me to tears every single time I listen to it. I remember sitting on the floor in my parent’s kitchen saying things much like the lyrics, “I wanna be a little cleaner this time next year / I wanna be proud of myself / I don’t wanna be the sum of all my flaws / I wanna be the picture of health” and then putting that off until I no longer could anymore.
Two of the strongest recurring topics throughout the album are making mistakes and self-loathing. The song “Cadillac Death Trap” features imagery of drunk driving and repeated requests from Swallow to “just stay until you’re sober.” The track begins with the lyrics “I don’t want to be an asshole anymore,” which is the perfect start for a song that sounds like a note to yourself to keep moving forward despite what is happening in your life. It also might be a Menzingers reference, but who’s to say? Occasionally you will find yourself in a dark place, and even though you could run now and potentially put yourself or someone else in danger, it is better to stand tall and let yourself sober so the feelings process and pass in a good way.
The song has an immediate transition into “Geezer,” which begins with imagery of crashing a car that lines up well with the drunk driving references in “Cadillac Death Trap,” however, the song brings out another important theme on the album, which is relationships ending. Lyrics such as “Even if things changed, there would be no point anyway,” leading directly into “We’d get fucked up on Fleischmann’s / and you’d dance with the cat,” paint a portrait of being stuck in a cyclical relationship. There is a lot of pain in recognizing that hope is fizzling out, and we’ve all made the mistake of holding on when it is, in fact, better for everyone involved to just let go.
Two of the most powerful songs featured on this album are “Flesh Wound” and the closer “Digital Spliff,” which both hit on a theme of trying to find love and attention in a way that you just aren’t getting. “Flesh Wound” takes a more direct route to this as it muses on the concept of falling out of love and letting go of a strong relationship that’s begun to die. We always look at how hard it is to maintain a loving relationship, but we don’t talk about the process of walking away when that love fades.
“Digital Spliff” approaches this concept in a much different way as a tear-jerking song about the nature of being alone. The slow build at the start of the song has a lone riff accompanied by a buzzing as Swallow comes in with the lines “I started hating myself, just as much as you” and paints an image of being alone in the aftermath of an ending. He sings about seeing the house he used to call home and how it all changed: the garden out front has died, and there are cracks all over the sidewalk. The song builds as Swallow is singing about a very specific memory that locks into place with the lines “I have broken every window / in this whole goddamn place / just to see if you would hear me.” From there, a cacophony of sound erupts and carries the album to a close. In this moment of closure, as the sound surrounds you one last time, a warmth leads to the thought, “I am not alone,” as the music dies and you are left with your thoughts again.
The Casper Fight Scene have created a diverse emo rock sound that is highly danceable with soaring hooks and incredible guitarwork that features some of the most emotionally crushing lyrics you are likely to ever hear a crowd scream back. This album is highly relatable and deeply vulnerable, as Swallow’s songwriting puts many of his past relationships and mistakes into the light. It is in this light, however, that each person who listens to this album will be able to find the face of someone to remind them that they aren’t the only one out there struggling and that there is so much life to be had after your worst mistakes.
Ben Parker is an emo kid from a small town in Indiana who has spent a little too much time reflecting on life. Ben is a poet and has written about topics ranging from death to addiction to that feeling when you meet someone, and once you part, you realize you’ll never speak again. Ben can be found at @Benyamin_Parker on all social media.